Lord do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath. Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint, heal me Lord, my bones are in agony. My soul is in deep anguish. How long, Lord, How long? Psalm 6:1-3.
This is how I feel Lord, like the psalmist in Psalm 6.
How long do I have to continue to wait? Will it be forever? My entire life? Because as the years tick by it feels like there will never be any resolve in my family situation.
I don’t understand Lord. I don’t understand why I have had No Family to stand by me in this life! I’m crying out in so much pain, Lord!! I just don’t understand! I continue to have faith, even though it is so hard to have faith without seeing. But the years are going by and everyone is growing up! I didn’t even get to be a grandma but for a short time and I wanted so much more! It didn’t seem like I was asking too much. But here I am still waiting! Waiting for people to show up that up until now have either never showed up or showed up usually with an agenda of their own.
I need your guidance Lord.
How long do I continue to wait?
My heart says forever, but the tears are so many each and every day I just want this to miraculously be over! The pain is great and the sorrow is plenty! I am not even sure why I deserve this Lord. Or if I even do? I have always had faith and try to be a good person. I loved my children with all of my heart and all of the grandchildren too. My heart is aching that life couldn’t be more with them. But I was not able to make all of the choices that were made and others were involved in determining how life went.
Give mercy upon me Lord and bind up the devil. Toss Satan into the pit and keep him away from me. Please save me Lord and take away the sorrow that fills me. Instead fill me with the joy of Your promises.
Oh Lord, how much longer must I wait?
Women Walking With Jesus Ministry 
Amen🙏
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